~BurningArtist

Well... here it is kids. My first bi-yearly Blog of 2008. lol

At least that what I've noticed anyways. I write 2 blogs a year it seems. Maybe this year it will be more? I've been on DA a lot more then I used to be. Well, that's not the point of this anyways. lol

I've just turned 25... or as my sister likes to put it: "3 years to 30, 1/2 to 50 & 1/4 of a century!" Holy crap what a heavy age this is! D: But that's not really my issue. Aging to me doesn't mean wrinkles & back aches... it's more of a question of where I wanted to be.

I know that this year has to be different for me. I have to get back into school and I have to start making something out of myself. I know that my parents are disappointed in me and I know that they have reason to think that. I'm passively refusing to grow up... a lot of my friends seem to be getting married all at once & moving out and in my heart I really want to also... I've wanted to for a while. At least doing that will have me escape they disappointment in my parents eyes. And if I don't have to see that, maybe I'll be able to pick myself up again.

But I guess running away isn't the answer. I just need to have some confidence in myself.
But lately I'm getting lots of lows and highs it's really distracting! >_>